Finding My Soul

I went to meet up with Danny last night. The last time that I saw him was at my post birthday party. He had invited me to have dinner with him since his boyfriend was out of town. We were to meet up with each other in front of the Deisel on the corner of Market and Castro. I was supposed to meet him there at 8PM, but I was going to be a few minutes late because I was still on the train. He started to give me crap because I was not going to be there exactly at 8pm. It was okay because he called to tell me that he was going to be a little late as well. I waited for him for over a half hour and my feet were starting to hurt just standing there. There weren't as many attractive guys walking around as usual as I waited for him. There were these three guys doing stuff around the corner as people walked by and stared over in that direction to see what was going on.

Eventually Danny showed up and I gave him crap about being late aka "Filipino time." So, we started walking around the Castro. He kept wanting to pass this naked guy in front of the 440 who had a big pierced penis. It was kind of big while it was flacid. We walked all over the place just talking about stuff. Mostly it was about his issues with his boyfriend. He kept asking my opinion but he would always interrupt me when I would try to tell him. I got in his face about that. He invited Randy and Thomas to come with, but they were taking a while. So, we went to the Firewood grill on Diamond and 18th street. He was craving their Honey-Dijon chicken. He bought us dinner and we sat and enjoyed our food. He was oogling the cute blond guy at another table. He wanted to take a picture of him, but the guys friends got in the way. We talked some more while we ate before we went to meet up with Randy over by the Cafe. Danny needed money, so we went to the ATM before heading back to the Cafe to meet up with Thomas.

We had a hard time figuring out where to go. Thomas wanted to stop by his work to get a few drinks. I finally met his friend Ian who reminds me of James, but with glasses. Danny and Randy kept looking in the mirror to make sure that they looked good. We also met another co-worker of Thomas's, but I forget her name. Anyway, after a while, we decided to go to Badlands, but the line was really long. Then, we headed over to the QBar and ended up spending time there. There were quite a few cuties there. There was this hot blond guy who was talking to Thomas about buying drinks for him. Danny pushed my hand to the guys ass and I turned away shy. He was hot though. Thomas said that the guy flew in from Phoenix or something. He was so hot. Danny and Thomas were both getting drunk with all the drinks that they bought. The bartender behind the bar was getting a queenie. I'm not sure why, but it seems like he was getting jealous that he was not getting as much attention as his Filipino barback. Anyway, Danny started talking crap about him and the guy heard him. He told his bar back on him and he came to ask Danny if he was talking crap, but Danny denied it.

Danny was really drunk. It was almost time before we got kicked out, so Danny, Randy, and I headed out of the bar to wait outside for Thomas and his female co-worker. We talked for a little bit before she left and we started walking towards Randy's car. Thomas and Danny wanted to walk, so we walked. Thomas was hungry and Danny wanted water. So we walked, but eventually both Danny and Thomas wanted to sit down. When we got in front of a store with someplace to sit, we stopped. It was near the cafe. Some random black guy came and started talking to us about the drama that had just happened. Anyway, after a while, Randy dropped us off at the house before he took Danny and the stranger back to their house.

I slept in all day today. At one point when I was awake. Thomas told me that he thought Danny and I looked like a cute couple. I was a bit surprised by his remark. After getting to know Danny more, he complains a lot about his boyfriend. He nit picks about everything it seems like. He is still adorable though. I just never thought of it. I went back to sleep again. I'm so tired. I didn't get to go to the Folsom street fair. It was just as well.