I went to meet up with Danny last night. The last time that I saw him was at my post birthday party. He had invited me to have dinner with him since his boyfriend was out of town. We were to meet up with each other in front of the Deisel on the corner of Market and Castro. I was supposed to meet him there at 8PM, but I was going to be a few minutes late because I was still on the train. He started to give me crap because I was not going to be there exactly at 8pm. It was okay because he called to tell me that he was going to be a little late as well. I waited for him for over a half hour and my feet were starting to hurt just standing there. There weren't as many attractive guys walking around as usual as I waited for him. There were these three guys doing stuff around the corner as people walked by and stared over in that direction to see what was going on.

Eventually Danny showed up and I gave him crap about being late aka "Filipino time." So, we started walking around the Castro. He kept wanting to pass this naked guy in front of the 440 who had a big pierced penis. It was kind of big while it was flacid. We walked all over the place just talking about stuff. Mostly it was about his issues with his boyfriend. He kept asking my opinion but he would always interrupt me when I would try to tell him. I got in his face about that. He invited Randy and Thomas to come with, but they were taking a while. So, we went to the Firewood grill on Diamond and 18th street. He was craving their Honey-Dijon chicken. He bought us dinner and we sat and enjoyed our food. He was oogling the cute blond guy at another table. He wanted to take a picture of him, but the guys friends got in the way. We talked some more while we ate before we went to meet up with Randy over by the Cafe. Danny needed money, so we went to the ATM before heading back to the Cafe to meet up with Thomas.

We had a hard time figuring out where to go. Thomas wanted to stop by his work to get a few drinks. I finally met his friend Ian who reminds me of James, but with glasses. Danny and Randy kept looking in the mirror to make sure that they looked good. We also met another co-worker of Thomas's, but I forget her name. Anyway, after a while, we decided to go to Badlands, but the line was really long. Then, we headed over to the QBar and ended up spending time there. There were quite a few cuties there. There was this hot blond guy who was talking to Thomas about buying drinks for him. Danny pushed my hand to the guys ass and I turned away shy. He was hot though. Thomas said that the guy flew in from Phoenix or something. He was so hot. Danny and Thomas were both getting drunk with all the drinks that they bought. The bartender behind the bar was getting a queenie. I'm not sure why, but it seems like he was getting jealous that he was not getting as much attention as his Filipino barback. Anyway, Danny started talking crap about him and the guy heard him. He told his bar back on him and he came to ask Danny if he was talking crap, but Danny denied it.

Danny was really drunk. It was almost time before we got kicked out, so Danny, Randy, and I headed out of the bar to wait outside for Thomas and his female co-worker. We talked for a little bit before she left and we started walking towards Randy's car. Thomas and Danny wanted to walk, so we walked. Thomas was hungry and Danny wanted water. So we walked, but eventually both Danny and Thomas wanted to sit down. When we got in front of a store with someplace to sit, we stopped. It was near the cafe. Some random black guy came and started talking to us about the drama that had just happened. Anyway, after a while, Randy dropped us off at the house before he took Danny and the stranger back to their house.

I slept in all day today. At one point when I was awake. Thomas told me that he thought Danny and I looked like a cute couple. I was a bit surprised by his remark. After getting to know Danny more, he complains a lot about his boyfriend. He nit picks about everything it seems like. He is still adorable though. I just never thought of it. I went back to sleep again. I'm so tired. I didn't get to go to the Folsom street fair. It was just as well.

After Saturday night, I headed home to help with the final move. I stayed the night there with my sister because she called and asked me to. It was amazing how much stuff was moved out of the house. I spent the whole day moving most of my sister's stuff out of the house and into the storage. My cousin came and introduced me to her boyfriend Joe. We talked for a little while before my sister and I went to eat. We went back and finished before I got invited to Danielle's house for dinner with Tina and Patrick. Dani cooked enchilada's and it was so good. We ate and watched the Dallas Cowboys play the NY Giants. Eli Manning is cute and so is Tony Romo.

So, I went to Brett and Monica's wedding and I ended up getting lost several times on the way there. It was very interesting. From the house, I was driving 15mph for almost an hour before I actually got off the bay bridge. Then, everything was pretty smooth until I got into Pittsburg. I got lost again like twice. Eventually got there over an hour and a half late. As soon as I got there, I met up with Tina in front of the reception hall. I got deja vu as soon as I joined her. I found it really weird. She was cool to get food with me. I saw Brett who is hot as usual and Monica was beautiful in her dress. We ate, listened to the toasts, and I met people at the table. Afterwards, we danced the money dance with Monica and I tried to with Brett. I saw his hot cousin dancing on the dance floor. He was totally dancing like a white boy, it was so cute. His name was Luke and turns out he has two other brothers. Tina and I danced with Brett and again, I had deja vu. I remember what my aunt said about deja vu. It means that if it happens, you are on the right track in your life. And I'm glad. It's been a while since I've had deja vu and I realized that the Secret made an impact on me getting to that point. I'm going to be happy for what I have and create what I want.

I forgot to mention that Thomas told me that Billy has been in love with me since I first met him. I had no idea. I don't think he's that into me anymore since he realized how much older I am now since he figured out that I'm friends with his sister. I haven't talked to Billy about it, but I don't think I will bring it up. He's a good kid, but I'm not into him. He's got long hair which is a turn off to me and he's just too young.

Anyway, Thomas and I went to the Castro last night. We downed the remaining jello shots and headed over to the bars. First we went to Trigger, but it was dead. There were a few guys in the front who vocally mentioned that one of us was cute, but I didn't know. We didn't stay long to find out. We headed over to the Q Bar. There was this nice black guy that came out of a taxi cab. Poor guy wasn't having a good night, but he didn't care anyway. He talked with us all the way to Q Bar. Thomas and I got in and we found out that there was $1 fountain drinks. We bought $20 worth of Vodka and Cranberry drinks. There were a lot of cute guys. I met this cute white guy named Tony, but he wasn't into me. He was nice though. There was a friend of his named Mauricio who liked Thomas. Of course, Thomas was making out with him and his cute friend. Tony went to dance with someone else and I was all alone. Again. This is why I hate going to the bars and clubs. It's no fun for me. I just waste money, drink a lot, and get no where. I don't even know why I even try. I've been hungover all day. I am so tired. I am so old. Things need to change. I need to change.

I had planned to go to San Jose to visit my Aunts today and drop off my laptops. It took me a while to get up, but eventually I did. I was trying to figure out how to get my bookmarks off of my laptop before it gets wiped out. It took me a while before I eventually figured it out. Thomas and I headed for San Jose and it was pretty quiet drive. There wasn't too much traffic. We were craving for Weinerschnitzel's so we went to the closest one that I knew of in Santa Clara off of El Camino. On the way there, we were at a stop light. I looked to my left and there was this cute Hispanic guy sitting on a bus stop bench. I was staring at him and he was staring at me back. I looked forward after a while then I looked back. He stared back and then started to wave. I was shocked and it took me a while to wave back at him and he smiled. That's never happened to me before.

Anyway, we ate at Weinerschnitzel's and fulfilled our craving before heading over to my Aunt's house. When we arrived at their house, they weren't there. So, we decided to go to the Westfield Oakridge Mall off of Blossom Hill Road. There were a lot of cute guys walking around. When we walked into the Apple store, there were several cute guys that I was overwhelmed by it. After a while, we decided to head out. I noticed this cute guy in a yellow shirt with really nice blue eyes. I saw him check out Thomas and then I saw him stare at me. I stared at him back then walked out. I looked back at him and he was still staring. Damn. I should've done something. Anyway, we walked around the one story mall for a while until we were bored. We decided to head over to the Westfield Valley Faire mall on the other side of San Jose off of Stevens Creek Blvd. This mall was huge. It took us a while to find parking. When we did, we walked all over the place. There were a lot of cute guys working there too. The guy at Jamba Juice, Tyler; Jonathan at Starbuck's; etc. Thomas was totally into Joe at Starbuck's. This mall was huge. By the time we left, we couldn't find my car. It turned out that we went to the wrong parking garage.

After that, we went to my aunt's house again, but they still weren't home. I called her on her cell and she said that it was okay to leave the laptops at her backdoor and she will take care of them. I thanked her and we headed over to IKEA. I was hoping to find a cabinet, but I didn't have any luck. We had dinner and walked around afterward. Thomas asked this really cute guy where the restrooms were. He was totally adorable. His name was Maurice. OMG, he was so cute. Anyway, after that, we headed home. We talked about going to the bar tonight. We'll see. I hope to find someone. Damn, I'm really horny.

I was very tired from the party last night. I didn't go to sleep until it was about 3am in the morning. Thomas and I slept most of the day Sunday. I eventually got up to some moaning that I heard from the next room by my housemate and his "female" friend. Goodness gracious, I'm so horny. I was looking at pictures of Simon Dexter and I am so attracted to him. I still think about Paul D. though. I got really horny for Simon though and I couldn't stop thinking about him when I slept that night.

Anyway, when I eventually got up in the afternoon I cleaned up the mess from the party. I took out the trash and cleaned up the stove top. I did some more laundry and was able to configure my computers wireless internet. It's not as fast as my laptop, but at least it works. I've been trying to find this song that I heard from Energy 92.7, but I can't figure it out. I tried to google it and everything and nothing. I remember thinking about going to San Jose to visit my aunts, but I was too lazy and exhausted to go anywhere. I didn't do much. Oh well. I need to take advantage of it before I go back to work.

I felt that it's time that I start get my creative side back in order. This past weekend was my post-birthday party at my new place. I invited over 20 people and of course less than half came, but that's okay because I pretty much expected it. Alvin and Jonas came first as I was watching the third season of Heroes. John and his girlfriend Mint came after and set up his Wii. Danny and Lino came after and brought me an ice cream cake from Mitchell's. I was happy about that because I wanted an ice cream cake for my birthday. Alvin, John, Mint & Jonas played tennis and bowling on the Wii while we waited for Cammille and Melissa to arrive. I sat and chatted with Danny and Lino while showing them around the house. They really liked the place. When Cammille and Melissa arrived, we took a break and had more food before we started playing Scattergories. It was a lot of fun. We hung out and talked for a while before people started to leave. Rahim came down for a while and so did Cana, but they didn't stay very long. Jonas was the first to leave, followed by Danny and Lino, then Alvin, Cammille, Melissa. John and Mint played one last game of bowling with me when Thomas arrived. It was a pretty good party. Eder had text messaged me earlier and told me he couldn't make it because he was still hung over. It's okay though. Still had a good time.

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