Finding My Soul

Well, a lot has happened the last few weeks. I've been so busy since the last post that I haven't had a chance to get on here. That and I've been a bit lazy. Oh well. Anywho. Let's see. Last time I was on here it was after Michael's opening where I ended up running into Eli. Since then, I went with Michael and Eli to an Gay Asian Party for Halloween. Kelly asked me if I wanted to go the Wednesday prior to Halloween and I said why not since I really didn't have any plans.

The night before Halloween, I ended up getting the day off and went to have dinner with Tina in San Mateo. I forgot what I did, but it took me a while to get there. I pretty busy that day and I can't even recall what I did. The next day, I went to join them at Yaoi Con and had a pretty good time. There were a few cute boys in costume that I took pictures of. We walked around the dealer room and I ended up buying some drawing to put up in my room. They are a bit racy, but I needed to have some visuals up so that I can have that in my life. I even bought this really awesome drawing of Robin in which he is really hot in. After having lunch with them, I took off to go do some grocery shopping for the Halloween potluck.

I was going to make Pancit Canton and I had to go to several stores to purchase all the ingredients. I was on a tight schedule and ended up having to rush to get ready and prepare the entree. I was supposed to meet up with Michael and Eli at the mall, but there was no way I was going to make it in time especially if I was going to be taking public transportation. I told them that I would meet them up in front of Deisel. It was an interesting night. Everybody was out and about. I thought I was going to be the one that was late, but it turned out that I ended up waiting for them to arrive. I guess the train was really busy. Poor Michael is claustrophobic, but he managed.

We walked down the street and headed for the party. It was just a few blocks from where we met up. It was a small house. I remember thinking how 100 people would fit in there. There were many Asians at the party dressed up in different costumes most of which were in sailor uniforms. We were the three amigos that everybody talked about it seemed. We had a pretty good time though. There weren't very many white guys there at least none who were interested in either Eli and I. It was pretty much a party for Michael since he's into that type. We met some really cool people though. There was a guy who looked like Chandler from friends, another guy who looked like Ian McLellan, and another guy who looked just like David Boreanaz from Angel. I think there was a total of 10 white guys there, none of them interested. Michael had a lot of fans though. Then again, he is a great catch, so I wouldn't blame them.

Later that evening, a Filipino guy came in a security guard outfit. He had a pretty cool personality. He was the type that just had that radiance about him. Randomly through the party we would run into each other and talk. The kicker about the entire night was when he made out with me out of the blue. I couldn't believe it. I'm not into Filipino's at all and Eli knows it, but it was nice to make out so I didn't stop him. He took off and I looked at Eli in amazement. We couldn't believe what just happened. I couldn't believe what just happened. Anyway, he came back several times during the evening and made out with me some more. There was even one point where he started making out with Eli and I came up behind him to make out with him from behind. It was an interesting night. But wait it gets more interesting.

After the party, Michael wasn't feeling too well, so Eli took him back home. The Filipino guy wanted to hang out after and invited Eli. Eli said that he would come back after taking Michael home. I ended up hanging out with the guy after cleaning up after the party. We walked around and saw that the streets were incredibly packed with people. He bought some alcohol and we drank some as we walked up and down the street. After a while, we went into a club and sat down. We started to rub each other and make out. We weren't even there 5 minutes and the club announces that they are closed for alcohol and it was only midnight. So, he wanted to go take a walk to the park. Once we got there we started making out and he gave me a bj. It was hot. I couldn't believe that it was happening. We had to stop though because there were people around. We ended up going back to my place and f'ng. It was cool because I pitched, but I couldn't get off. We cuddled after he came the rest of the night. He wasn't feeling good and kept getting up to go use the bathroom every so often. It got to the point where I ended up taking him back to his car to go back home the next morning. We exchanged numbers and that was the last I heard of him. I really didn't expect anything from it, so it was cool.

That following weekend I had dinner with Michael and his new friend Gary. Gary was cool. We met up at the mall before having dinner at Nirvana. I had just had a late lunch with Tom, so I just had some soup. The waiter was pretty cute. I was flirting with him a bit. I sensed that Michael was into Gary, but Gary wasn't reciprocating. After dinner, Michael wasn't feeling too well, so we stopped by the local drug store to get something for him. Gary got a little weird when he got upset over us not getting the medication he suggested. I thought that was pretty weird. Anyway, I headed back home after that.

This past week was a very, very busy week for me. Not that the one prior to that was any better, but whatever. I went to get my physical and saw this baby. She was so adorable. I felt very maternal and wanted to have one so bad. I sent Michael a text message about it and he responded by saying that he would be my baby. I thought that was sweet. The rest of the week was exhausting. Anyway, Friday night, Michael sends me a text message saying that he was lonely. I was half asleep, but I told him that I was sympathetic towards him. Unfortunately, I was so tired that I couldn't go and spend time with him. I felt bad.

Last night I was supposed to attend the Thanksgiving dinner in the South Bay, but I wasn't feeling up to it because of the week. I called up Eli and told him that I wasn't going to make it. He called back and said the same thing. After work though, I felt like I wasn't tired anymore. I guess since I had the weekend to look forward to and I wasn't at work, the exhaustion disappeared. I decided to call up Michael and asked him if he wanted to hang out. He was very happy to. So, I got home, showered, changed, and headed over there. I ended up sending text messages to all these people. It was insane. It kept me busy throughout the whole bus ride to the mall. By the time I got there, I had to wait for a bit while Michael was finishing up a project. I ended up spending some time on the phone with my buddy Billy. After Michael was finished, we went to go have dinner at a Japanese restaurant on the way to his apartment. We had a great time talking about stuff. He makes me laugh. He told me that he finds me very attractive, but that I wasn't his type. I asked him why he was feeling depressed and he told me why. I ended up talking him up and made him feel better. He says that he really had a great time and he was very sincere about it.

Today, I ended up doing some laundry and cleaning up after Tom. It was so annoying. Anywho, his excuse was that he was going to do it this morning and that some of it wasn't his. Whatever. Anyway, Danny called me about going to lunch with him and his bf, but I didn't get the message in time. Billy however, did call me up and wanted to hang out. So, I met him up for lunch at Miyabi's. I was hoping to see my handsome guy there, but of course that didn't happen. We had a great time talking. Then, we went to the Park to sit and observe. He read his book for his assignment while I did some people watching. After a while, I headed over to see Michael. He told me about the new guy he was hiring that night. His name was Steven and he is tall and very attractive. I sensed that he was a hetero, but he was cool. It turns out he's from SLO county and just moved here a year ago. Michael wanted to go see Disney's a Christmas Carol, so we went to buy the tickets before going to get some dinner at Buca's. We had a pretty good time and enjoyed our dinner. We headed to the movie theater to watch the show and we met this guy named David who managed to pick up a conversation with Michael. He was pretty cool. The movie was nice. I had a pretty good time. And that's about it so far. Tom didn't do crap when I got home. I was hoping that he would have done it, but that's wishful thinking. Whatever. So, I did it anyway. I'm getting tired though, so I'm off to bed. Until next time.